It's been my first confession ever, because I am not a journal Catholic...but the burden of my secret is too great to keep inside.
Even though I swore never to talk to Andrew again...I've been talking to him lately. I feel so bad about it. I know I was supposed to tell him that things were over between us and that I hated the idea of friends with benefits...but in a way, I still love. Even after all the shit he put me through. Give me the strength to tell him no, so that his idea of sexual acts between us will stop once and for all.