I am in love with a guy. And he is not my boyfriend. He has a girlfriend. But he's been flirting with me. For ages now. And there is something between us...I don't know what. And I am tempted, so tempted, to be with him. To see what it'd be like. I don't know if he actually would. If he'd actually follow through. I guess this feeling has always been there. For both of us. I don't know how serious he is though, when he says such things.
And I have had thoughts about it. About what it would be like to be with him.
I shouldn't think these things. I have a boyfriend who loves me very much.